September Update

We got our monthly update from AWAA on Jonas today.  Here is some of what they said:

Jonas is generally very content…and happy!  He loves to laugh and smile, and does it often!  His personality is coming out more and more.  He loves interacting with people and is very responsive to attention.  He loves sitting in his Bumbo seat….he sits there and smiles, or he gets so comfortable that he falls asleep! 

I can't wait to see that smile!  

Life While We Wait

We got new pictures of Jonas on Saturday from an AWAA family who recently traveled to Ethiopia! Before they left, we sent them a care package to bring to him. Since we can't show you the pictures of Jonas, I'll show you what we sent him.

It's a soft security blanket (that we slept with for a couple of nights), a teething photo album with close-up pictures of us, and a card that we used to record our voices saying hello to him. I was so excited to buy those things for him, but the day I sent them off in the mail was so hard. In a strange way I felt a connection to him sleeping with the blanket and preparing the photo book. I wanted him to have those things, but I felt helpless in that all I could do for him was send him a care package. I cried over the package and prayed with all my heart that in someway he would be able to sense his parents' love through the softness of a blanket. Now that he has those things with him in Ethiopia, it gives me comfort to think about him sleeping with the blanket, hearing our voices come out of the card when the nannies open it, and chewing on our faces in the photo album. :)

Jonas is 5 months old now and he's getting so big! I know we're biased, but to us he is the most precious little boy we've ever laid eyes on. We fall more and more in love with him every day. It's hard not to have him here with us, but we're keeping busy getting ready for him. On Saturday we went to Babies-R-Us and registered for baby items. It took us about an hour to get through the first section of the store! Do you know how many different kinds of bottles there are?! And do we really need a bottle warmer? We decided no. And which is more important in a diaper bag, form or function? We went with function. Anyway, that's why it took us so long. I had fun though. I'm not sure how much fun Ray had, but he got a kick out of all the people who looked me up and down and tried to figure out why we were registering. :)

On Saturday we also finally cleared the last of the office things out of the room that will now be Jonas'. We also finally picked the paint color for the room. It's good we waited because we've changed our mind about the theme of the room. Originally we were going with a Winnie the Pooh theme, but we saw a bedding set at Babies-R-Us that we really like. It's kind of an African Safari theme with a lion, an elephant, a giraffe, and monkeys. The colors are rich browns and greens (two of my favorite colors). Ray noticed it first and said it looked like something for African royalty. I was sold!

Next on the list is actually painting the room, setting up his furniture, and gathering donations for the Transition Home and the Orphanage. We'd like to bring donations of diapers, formula, and clothes and toys for older kids. If you have any gently used toys or clothes you'd like to donate, please let us know!

We've been waiting for 5 weeks since our referral. If all goes well we'll have our court date sometime in October and travel sometime in November. Please keep praying with us that we'll not have any court delays!!

Thankful

"...give thanks in all circumstances..." - 1 Thessalonians 5:18a.

Many times when I hear people quote or reference this verse, they talk about how it is important to give thanks when things are difficult.  That they would emphasize giving thanks in hardships and difficulties makes sense since it is rather atypical for us to be thankful when life is tough and frustrating.

But I think we need to emphasize just as much the importance of giving thanks in the good times.  It is so easy to experience the blessings of God and not turn back to praise and thank him.  It's like we might wonder where God is in the difficult times, but we almost take him and his provision for granted in the good times.

So all of that to say, Lisa and I want to make sure that we make our thanks known for how good God is.  He has reminded us of this over and over and over again as we have traveled this adoption road.  It doesn't seem so long ago that we were wondering...wondering if our agency would accept us; wondering if we would get through the paperwork; wondering whether we would have a boy or a girl; wondering what our child would like; wondering when we would get to meet him or her and bring our baby  home.  And as most of these wonderings have changed from unknown to known, we can't help but thank and praise our God for his presence with us and provision for us.

We especially want to praise him for his provision.  As we have shared previously, God has moved on people's hearts to help us with the financial portion of this journey.  Twice, people have given us $1,000 - and it just happened again this past Wednesday.  Some very dear friends of ours who have been so supportive of us and journeyed right along with us gave us a card with a $1,000 check in it.  When we thanked them, we were told that their gift was a God-thing. They had wanted to help us financially, made that commitment and then waited on God to make it happen.  I am moved by their faith, and thankful for allowing God to use them as a God-thing in our lives, too.

There is another person who has been supporting us as well.  We don't know who it is.  All we know is that every other month or so we get an envelope with no return address and a Rochester postmark.  Inside the envelope each time is a $20 bill and a piece of baby-gift wrapping paper.

And then there is the former co-worker who sent us $50 in the mail.  The friends who have sent us clothes and other baby items in the mail.  The pre-school teacher at our church who is giving us any of her baby items that we need.  And of course, our family members (both biological and spiritual) who have provided encouragement, prayers, tears, laughter and gifts of money and baby items.

All these people giving and sacrificing because of their love for us and our little son.  It makes tears well up in my eyes.  And it reminds me of the enduring love of Abba, Father that moved him to give his Son in sacrifice for your sins and mine.

Oh, we have much for which to be thankful.  Enough to be thankful in good times; enough to be thankful in the bad; more than enough to be thankful in all circumstances.

OUR REFERRAL DAY!!!

Today we got the call we've been waiting for! I was actually in the middle of doing a home visit with a client when my cell phone rang. I saw it was Ray and, even though I had been telling myself that we wouldn't be getting referral for a few more weeks, my initial thought was, "maybe we got our referral!" So I answered the call and Ray told me that Terra was going to conference call me to give us our referral! I somehow calmly told my client that I needed to go to my car for a minute. By the time I got outside I was crying. Terra called me just as I reached my car, and told us that she had our referral for a 4 month old baby boy. She told us she had a lot of referral pictures for us. She said she'd never seen a referral come with so many pictures! She e-mailed the pictures to us as she was speaking. I obviously couldn't see the pictures because I was sitting in my car, but as she spoke I could hear Ray in the background saying "Aww" "He's so cute!" So, Terra went on to give us background info on our baby, and we got off the phone. I thought about finishing my home visit for a split second and then realized I couldn't wait a minute longer than necessary to see my boy's pictures! Needless to say, I got back to my office as quickly as I could, looked at the pictures, and then left work early. I couldn't focus on work!

Terra told us that they would be trying to schedule a mid-October court date for us. They need to do this before the courts close on August 7th. Otherwise they will have to wait until October to ask for a court date, and it could delay things. Please pray with us that they are able to do this! I've seen my son's pictures, but now I want to hold him, kiss his chubby cheeks, and know his personality.

We're praising God for all he has done and will continue to do to unite us with our son, Jonas. The Hebrew meaning of the name Jonas is "Gift from God". We are so thankful for his gift.

Exciting News

I found out yesterday that a family who sent their dossier to Ethiopia when we did received their referral this past week. This is very exciting news for us! We never expected anyone from our dossier group to get a referral so soon. The last estimated wait time was 7-9 months, so we weren't expecting any news until at least late August. This family waited a little less than 6 months! So according to our best guesses, we're either #3-5 in line for an infant girl, or maybe #1 in line for an infant boy!!!!!!!!!!!! It's still hard to figure out exactly what this means. At first I thought it meant we'd definitely be getting the next boy, but I don't think we can be sure yet. For instance, I guess if there are 5 families waiting for girls and 6 baby girls in the orphanage, we might get a girl, because a family in line after us is requesting a boy. But there are families after them requesting girls. So, if there are fewer girls, or more than 1 boy, we'd probably get a boy.... I can drive myself crazy thinking of all the possible scenarios! The exciting thing is that we may get a referral sooner than what we thought. Sometimes referrals come a few times a month, and sometimes only once a month. We'll have to wait and see, but I'm excited to think that it could be any day now that we see a picture of our baby!

Yesterday I got a fun surprise in the mail! When I got home from work there was a big box sitting on my front steps. I just have to say that I always secretly hope to find something fun in my mailbox when I check the mail. I get excited if I have a letter or card mixed in with the bills and junk mail. So, big boxes on my front steps are even that much more exciting! Anyway, the box was from my friend Alicia in Florida. She sent me a BUNCH of baby clothes that her son has grown out of. Considering the fact that up until then we only owned 2 baby outfits, a baby sweater my mom knit, and 2 toddler t-shirts, we just increased Baby Hammond's wardrobe by a lot. He's going to be one cute baby. If he's a she, she's going to own a lot of blue! :)


Alicia also sent some bottles, a pair of booties from South Africa, a stuffed chick that says "Rejoice! This is the day the Lord has made", and a book titled "Adopted and Loved Forever." I made Ray read me the book while I was making dinner. I know. I'm a dork. :)


Alicia and I have been friends for about 28 years. Pretty much since we ourselves were babies (2 year olds). It's fun to get to share having our own kids now, even if we live a few states away. (Thank you Alicia!)

One more thing just for fun- I don't really drink Coke, but since the new series of cans for the Olympics came out, I've wanted to get an Ethiopia Coke can. I was at a party this weekend where they had them, so I snagged one. It says Coca Cola in Amharic. It also says Ethiopia really small. Since it's the series of cans for the Olympics, it says Bejing 2008. So again, I'm a dork, but I'm going to keep the unopened can because it has Amharic, the probable birth year of our baby, and it says Ethiopia.

How things are goin'

People ask us all the time, "How are things going with the adoption?". I love that they ask because I know that they really care how things are going. But sometimes it's tough to give the same answer all the time. "Things are good. We're just waiting." Waiting.... You know, waiting is hard, but it can be good too. Waiting teaches us things. Waiting reminds us that God is in control, and that the outcome is up to Him. I find comfort in the fact that the waiting will be soooo worth it! God is working in ways that we can't see right now to unite us with our baby at just the right time.

Our agency had a conference call a couple of weeks ago, and it came at just the right time for me. I'd been feeling a little discouraged with the process. I read on an AWAA blog that the wait time would be increasing from 5-7 months to 7-9 months for a boy or either gender request. I was discouraged by the added wait time, and a little confused by the fact that now the wait for a boy and the wait for a girl were equal. Though we requested either gender we assumed we'd get a boy because the wait was longer for girls than for boys. So we've been talking mostly about our little boy. We've picked out his name and we use it whenever we talk about him. But with the wait time even-ing out for boys and girls, getting a girl is more of a possibility than it was before. That is fine with us. We requested either gender because we always wanted to be open to whichever gender God wanted to give us. But it was a little disorienting to suddenly feel like we couldn't say "when Jonas comes home...." when we would refer to our baby. We started thinking about girls names again. We're starting to say things like "I can't wait to meet him...... or her." In the midst of the confusion and discouragement I started looking at other agencies that have adoption programs in Ethiopia to compare wait times. I read on one agency's website that their wait time was 3-5 months for either gender. I found a blog of someone adopting from that agency and they had just received their referral after waiting only 3 months and 1 day. I felt like it wasn't fair. So, that brings me to why I felt better after our agency's conference call. Our program director had just returned from spending a month in Ethiopia. One of the things she was doing there was looking for other orphanages to partner with. She shared that child trafficking is starting to be a potential issue in Ethiopia, and she said that she didn't feel comfortable with a lot of the orphanages she visited. If they seemed too eager to "find" babies for us, she didn't enter into an agreement with them. She reminded us that their goal as an agency is to find homes for children that truly need homes, not to be a baby factory. It reassured me that our agency is being thoughtful and cautious about this.

The good news is that AWAA did partner with a new orphanage, called Gelgela Orphanage. We've already had some referrals for familes out of that orphanage this month. I think the total number of referrals from the 3 orphanages this month is 8. That's more than most other months so far! It looks like we might be able to expect a referral around the end of August or September. Our agency has told us that if we receive a referral during the court closures (Aug. 7th-Oct. 7th) we can expect to travel about 12-16 weeks after we get our referral.

So, that's how things are going with the adoption. Thanks for asking! :)

Mighty to Save

Hello, everyone. It sure feels good to have finished my master's work. I'm looking forward to being able to focus on family and the work God has for me to do at the church.

Many of you in the yahoo group are most likely already aware of this, but Lisa and I wanted to let our family and friends not on the group to know of the drought and famine conditions currently facing Ethiopia. Here are two links to CNN articles about it:

http://edition.cnn.com/2008/WORLD/africa/05/21/ethiopia.hunger.ap/index.html
http://www.cnn.com/2008/WORLD/africa/05/20/ethiopia.children/index.html

As you might imagine, we've been wondering if our baby has been born yet and how much this crisis might be affecting the baby and his or her birth family. This makes the situation very real to us, and we wish we could do something to change it -- not just for our child and his or her birth family but for everyone. Of course, the one thing we can do is pray, and we ask that you would join us in praying for Ethiopia and its people.

The lack of rain during the rainy season has caused a drought that affected this year's crops and is causing the famine. It has also affected hydro-electric power to the point where scheduled black-out times are in effect, and no power causes delays in the adoption process because emailing, faxing, court hearings and other things dependent on electricity cannot take place. So not only our wait but the wait of many other "expecting" families might increase. So we ask that you pray for all of us expecting from Ethiopia as we trust in God's timing.

I've been thinking a lot lately about the song "Mighty to Save" -- probably because we sang it at our annual conference meetings this past week. The chorus has just been playing again and again in my head; it says:

Savior, he can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save; He is mighty to save
Forever, Author of salvation; He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

These words have been such an encouragement to me lately, reminding me that nothing is too big for my God. I mean, the situation in Ethiopia -- he can change it. The prospect of waiting longer for our baby -- he can get us through . Trusting him as I wonder about my future -- he can give me peace. And he can do the same for you. He is mighty to save.

He did it!!

Operation Graduation was a success! After 4 1/2 years of hard work, stress, procrastination, and more hard work, Ray graduated with his Master's of Divinity from Northeastern Seminary last weekend. We're thankful for the education and spiritual mentoring that he received from the Seminary, and that God provided from him to go without taking out any school loans. We're also thankful that he's done!!!! The majority of our marriage has involved having his homework hanging over our heads, so we're looking forward to this new freedom. :)

More of God's Provision!

A few months ago we applied to Shaohannah's Hope for an Adoption Grant. Based on the wait times they gave us I figured we would hear something sometime in late April or early May. So I was starting to hope to see a letter from them every time I checked the mail. Yesterday their letter came. This is what it said:

Dear Ray and Lisa,

On behalf of our co-founders, Steven Curtis & Mary Beth Chapman, and the Shaohannah's Hope team, we rejoice with you in your decision to step out in faith to experience the miracle of adoption. It blesses us that you have chosen to make Shaohannah's Hope a part of your adoption process, and we are pleased to inform you that you have received an adoption assistance grant in the amount of $3000.

YAY!!!!! We're so blessed! The letter went on to talk about how and when the money will be sent to our agency, America World. Shaohannah's Hope ended the letter by saying, "It is our prayer for your family that you and those walking this path with you will see God glorify Himself throughout the adoption process- as he proves Himself to be faithful, provides the finances from various sources, and as He reveals His great love and care for the child that you are adopting." We have definitely seen God glorify himself throughout this process, not just with our finances, but with everything. We're so excited to be building our family this way!

Some of you have asked us where we stand on the money end of things. I've listed all the expenses for the adoption below. We have already paid the Application & Paperchase fees, as well as the Dossier Submission and Waiting fees. I put the expenses we still need to pay in orange font. Remember that in the last couple of months we have received $2000 in gifts toward our adoption, and now the $3000 adoption grant. So that can be deducted from the total I put at the bottom. We've also been trying to save as much money as we can, and we're throwing around the idea of an adoption fundraiser. Anyway, here are the numbers:

APPLICATION & PAPERCHASE

Application Fee $250

1st Installment of Program Fee (w/Pastor's discount) $750

Home Study $1,650

Additional Home Study Documentation Prep. Fee $0
Home Study Visit Travel Fees
(could include mileage, hotel, and food costs) $0
Documents/Background Checks/Passports (estimate) $150
USCIS Fee & Update Fee + Fingerprinting $830

Notarization, Certification & Authentication $400

Courier Service $150

DOSSIER SUBMISSION & WAITING

2nd Installment of Program Fee (w/Pastor's discount) $750

Post-Adoption Report Deposit
(fully refundable if all post-adoption reports are returned) $1,000

Dossier Service & Translation $600

REFERRAL & TRAVEL

International Specialist Consultation $100 - $400

3rd Installment of Program Fee (w/discount) $550

International Program Fee (1 child) •• $3,450

Airfare (2 adults) ••• $2,400 - $4,000

Airfare (1 child) ••• $250 - $1,000

Visas (2 adults) $40

Visa/Embassy Fee (1 child) $400

In-Country Travel Package (2 adults) •••• $2,800 - $3,200

POST-ADOPTION

Post-Adoption Visits (Already pre-paid) $1050
Post-Adoption Visit Travel Fees $0
Re-Adoption (In NYS) $300 - $1,000
Other Costs
(include doctor visit and related co-pays, social security card, passport cost, postage, long distance phone calls) $100 - $1,000

Total expenses already paid: $7580

Total expenses yet to be paid: $10,390- $15,040

In some ways I guess it seems like we still owe a lot, but I have full confidence that we'll come up with the money we need. Our God is an Awesome God!

Four AWAA families received the referrals of their babies yesterday! The referrals were for 2 boys and 2 girls. Congratulations to these families!!

We're moving up on the waiting list! Today marks 3 months and 1 day since our dossier was sent to Ethiopia.
The estimated wait time for a boy request or an either gender request is 5-7 months. That means that the earliest time we might hear something would be the end of June. If that happens we may be able to have our court date in July and travel in August. The courts in Ethiopia close in August and September, so if our referral comes after June we probably won't be able to get a court date until October at the earliest. We'd prefer sooner than later, but we know that if it doesn't work out that way we can wait a few more months. What's a few months compared to all the years we'll have with our child after we meet him or her? We're just so excited that we're in the process that will lead us to our baby and we're resting in God's timing for it all. In the meantime we're enjoying our last few months as "just the 2 of us."

Unexpected Gifts

Today has been such a great day! We had many blessings today, some huge and some small. I'll share them all. :)

First, our friends Anita and Dave just got back from a denominational conference that most of the church staff attended. Ray and I really loved the conference last year, but weren't able to go this year. Ray is still working hard to get all his papers done, and I'm saving all my vacation time for the baby. Anyway, Anita ordered all the sessions to be sent to Ray's email in an MP3 file so that we could hear the speaker! She also knows how much we like Herr's potato chips. We could buy Herr's in any store in PA, but no where here in NY. So, she bought us 3 bags of Herr's chips. :)

Next, a friend from our small group gave me a necklace of Africa today! She said that one of her friends made it by hand when they were involved in a ministry called Kenya Kids Project on the campus of Roberts Wesleyan College. Meg, our friend, said that she doesn't wear the necklace often, and she thought maybe I would like to have it. I LOVE it! Meg mentioned that she tried to move the bead from the Kenya spot to Ethiopia. I'm not sure if she was able to move it or not, but Kenya is right below Ethiopia. So, I have a hand-made necklace of Africa with a bead on Ethiopia. Here is a picture of it. I told Meg that I would wear it every day. She probably thought I was kidding, but I was pretty serious. :)

Finally, amazingly, we received another large gift toward our adoption today. A couple from our church who had looked into adopting from Russia at one time let us know a couple of weeks ago that they were interested in helping to support our adoption. Today they gave us a card that said: "We hope that your adoption is progressing well. How excited you must be in anticipation of God's wonderful gift to you. We'll pray for you as you take this step of faith and embark on this awesome journey. May God bless your family!!" Inside the card was a check for $1000!!!! The Lord continues to amaze us by the generosity of his people.

Wowzers

Well, studies are going okay. I'm just about ready to finish off another paper, and so far my new schedule has been working well. I've only got about six weeks of classes left, and then I graduate on May 24th!!!!! I'm sure they'll hear Lisa rejoicing all the way in Addis Ababa! lol

But this blog isn't about my progress in completing my MDiv. It's about our journey to adopt our first child, and, wow, do we have a big part of that story to share!

About a week ago I was leaving the office when Anita, one of my co-workers and closest friends, said, "Hey, Ray. Someone stopped by and put something in your mailbox." So I went over to my box and saw a white envelope.

Whoever dropped it off had typed "To: Mr. Raymond and Lisa Hammond" on a computer, printed it, cut it out and taped it to the envelope. I held it up to the light and could see the outline of a bill but couldn't tell the denomination. Thanking Anita for letting me know, I put it in my pocket and went home.

After pulling into the driveway and parking the car, I entered the house, greeted Lisa and said, "I think someone gave us some money for the adoption," and proceeded to tell her about the envelope. She was as curious as I was about it, so she told me to open it.

I opened the envelope and stopped, staring inside it. My hands began to tremble a bit and tears came to my eyes. Lisa, who was standing a few feet from me washing dishes, said, "What is it?" "It's a stack of hundreds," I replied, my voice barely above a whisper. She started to cry and came over to where I was standing. I began counting and realized that someone had just given us $1,000. I was speechless. There was nothing inside to indicate who had been so generous to us. Only another computer generated, cut-out message that simply said, "Hope this helps with the adoption. God bless!"

God bless indeed! We knew from the start of this journey that God was going to provide for us as only he can when it came to financing the adoption. We have been saving and doing our part, but we knew that God would have to make up the difference. He has been providing for us since day one of our marriage almost seven years ago, and we have never doubted his provision. But this latest time blew us both away. He is so good; in fact, his goodness and steadfast love is so great that we can only struggle to find adequate words to express it. Yet despite our inability to adequately verbalize it, we shout our praise out to him, for there is no god like our God. None compare to him. He is the one who said, "I am the first and the last; apart from me there is no God," (Isa. 44:6b).

Sleepy Time

Hey everyone. Been on vacation for a couple of days trying to get caught up on my seminary studies. I was able to get a 14 page paper completed, so that's good. But I have a lot more to do and hope that I can knock off a couple of smaller papers in the next two days.

In mid-January, Lisa started talking about getting a crib. Somewhere along the line she decided to search Craigslist for one, and she found a couple of promising ones only to get return replies that the cribs had already been sold. In mid-February, she found one posted by someone in Hamlin -- which is like 15 minutes from our house.

We went to look at it and really liked it, so we ended up buying it. It's like 4 years old, and we got it for a good price. I don't know anything about crib styles, but it's a cherry finish and it looks pretty sweet. It goes together really easily, and it can also convert into a toddler bed. In the pic above, you can see the cats underneath it trying to figure out what it is! [btw, if u click on the pix, they will enlarge] Thankfully, they didn't get the idea to jump inside of it, but they'll prolly figure it out sooner or later.

For Christmas, I had bought Lisa a bedding set for a crib, so once it was put together, she wanted to see how the sheet, bumper pad and comforter would look. The pix to the right show the crib decked out in the crib set. You might be able to see the chairs behind the crib, which is in the living room. The night we got the crib, I set it up in the kitchen and then we carried it into the living room to take some pix. I didn't want to set it up in the baby's room because it hasn't been transformed from a home office yet. So there's a couple of desks, a file cabinet, a bookcase and some miscellaneous stuff that would have made setting up a crib a difficult thing to do. I figured that, once I got it put together, Lisa and I could just pick it up, carry it in there and set it down in a space along the wall where it would be out of the way for when we move the other stuff out of there.

Of course, I never figured on the doorway being too narrow for the crib to fit through! lol! I figured that since it went through the doorway from the kitchen to the living room it would fit fine going into the baby's room. But it didn't. And even if it had, I'm not sure we could've made the turn required to enter the room anyway. So I took it all apart and carried it in piece by piece. Now it's stacked in the corner, and I prolly won't put it together until sometime in mid-May because by then I'll have graduated!!

Well, gotta go, but one more thing before I do. Lisa told me that a couple of you want to hear the song I wrote. That's a bit of a stretch for me to put it on the site for peeps to hear, but I'll get over it and figure out a way to get it on there so you can hear it.

Families in Ethiopia

This is an exciting, emotional, exhausting, amazingly wonderful time for some AWAA families. They are picking up their children from Ethiopia this coming week! Please pray for these families and their children as they get to know each other. If you want to check out pics of their beautiful kids and read about their adventures, check out their blogs. I've listed them below. I love to look at their updates because it gives me a picture of what it might be like for us when we meet our baby!

http://daveandrae.blogspot.com/
http://www.wegnersethiopianadoption.blogspot.com/
http://www.ouradoptionstory-blessed.blogspot.com/
http://emilyandmichaeltreadwell.blogspot.com/

Dossier update

Our dossier arrived in Ethiopia on 1/29! There are two entries on the FedEx tracking site. The first entry says "International Shipment Release" in Addis Ababa, and the second entry says "Delivered" to front desk/reception. I think that means the front desk/reception at the local FedEx office. I don't know if that means it has been picked up by our agency rep yet, but it's there!

Joy!

I attended a women's conference given by Joani Tabor this weekend at our church. The theme of the conference was the joy of the Lord. One of the things I took away from the conference was the reminder that God has this whole adoption process under control, and I can just rest in Him for the journey. I've known that all along, but I was reminded not to let myself be fearful of the unknowns (how long will it take before we get a referral?, how old will our baby be?, how long will we wait for a court date?, will the Ethiopian courts pass us through?, how will we get the rest of the money we need?, etc). God already knows the answers to all those questions! His PLANS are PERFECT, His WAYS are PERFECT, and His TIMING is PERFECT! We're not waiting for just any baby. We're waiting for the baby that God has chosen since the beginning of time to be our child, and nothing will stand in the way of that! If God is for us, who can be against us?

Lamentations 3:22-24
22 Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed,

for his compassions never fail.
23 They are new every morning;

great is your faithfulness.
24 I say to myself, "The LORD is my portion;

therefore I will wait for him."

Treasured

Here's a song we (we being mostly Ray) wrote for our baby:

Treasured

Treasured one, we’re your mom and dad/And you have made us so very glad

You don’t know us yet, but you soon will/A place in our hearts you will fill

When you make family our name

Half a world apart but have no fear/For one day soon we will appear

Then we’ll take you home, you’ll be our very own/Never again will you be alone

And family will be our name

But until then, Jesus will hold you near/Because to him you are so dear

He’s known you from the start/You own a special place in his heart

And that’s why we pray that you’ll know him some day

Treasured one, we hope that you will see/Jesus livin’ in your mom and me

‘Cause our Father above sent him down in love/So we all could be set free

And be a part of his heavenly family

Not flesh of our flesh or even bone of our bone/But God has made you our very own

And until we meet we want you to know/That we love you so

And family is our name; family is our name; family is our name

Our dossier is on it's way!

We got an e-mail from our family coordinator that our dossier left for Ethiopia on Friday!! We were given a FedEx tracking number and were told not to worry if it makes some stops in Europe for long periods of time. HA! While I don't blame it for wanting to vacation in Europe, I hope it doesn't stop for too long! It's got a job to do!

We are officially waiting for our referral now. Woo Hoo!

Not quite finished!

We heard back from our agency on Friday that they reviewed our dossier and found a mistake. My passport wasn't signed, so I had to sign it and make 3 new color copies of it to send back. So, yesterday I headed back to FedEx (we're becomming regulars there) to send out the corrected copies. I guess our dossier will go through the authentication process this week. I was bummed about the hold-up, but Ray reminded me that if there had to be a mistake, we should be thankful it was something so easy to correct!